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so i was in cali last week and of course had my camera close by my side. the first night we were there though my mom wanted to take a picture of my friend and i though and ended up dropping my camera and sadly it met it's end. my dad bought me a new camera for my birthday though. which, of course, was nice of him but..to put it bluntly the new camera doesn't compare to my old one at all. i miss my camera =/ but the new one still takes pictures which i suppose is all that matters in the long run.

Looking back at the past few years I can't say I have done much that I'm proud of. I have been selfish and greedy. arrogant and vain. I have hurt people through my actions, words, and choices. I have burned bridges that shouldn't have been burned and I have let people down. I have fought when I should have hung my head and said "I'm sorry" and I have given up when I should have fought it out. The sweet, little, innocent child I used to be would be disappointed in what I have made her become. She never wanted to do the things I do or act the way I act. She just wanted to please people and be happy. I have become what I have always hated. It

why do people fear the inevitable? there's things in life that you can't avoid. things that are going to happen eventually no matter what you do to stop them so why do people spend their time worrying about what's to come? One thing i've never understood is why people fear death. it happens to everyone. there's no avoiding it, so why spend time worrying about it? live your life while you can because if you're always worrying about the end you'll miss out on the good times. also growing up is a silly thing to fear. you can't stay young forever and honestly why would you want to? there are so many oppurtunities and experiences that present th